the truth hurts, a lies WORSE. :\

HAHA. :)) because of my problems, i'm going crazy, AGAIN. so, i definitely want to feel numb right now. i wanna forget everything. well, not entirely, everything.. just my problems.. haha. but that probably means everthing. haha! okay, i'm done laughing. haha. oops, not yet. eto na talaga. :P

do you know that feeling when you just want to stay inside your "safe-perfectly numb-peaceful" haven? beacuse you know the problems will attack you once you step outside? yep. that's how i feel. i'm hiding. i'm also blocking how i feel.. <-- a lot of people have been asking me what THAT means. well, it means: i'm stopping IT. (whatever it is.) come on. i want normality.. i miss the old times :( grabe, twice in my L life did i say that.. see? i just mess up everything. ha. that's me.. tapos.. parang.. hay wala lang.. UGH. ewan.. basta yun.. di ko na alam gagawin ko.. :(